15 June 2010

It has been sometime that I have not blog my time alone with God.

Reading the word is like building a house, planting a tree. Once you stop, the buidling stop, the growth stops. The maintanence stops.

Rev 1-2
Repent!
I serve a God of who knows.
Rev 1:8 “I am the Alpha and the Omega,” says the Lord God, “who is and who was and who is to come, the Almighty.”

“To the angel of the church in Ephesus, v4 But I have this against you, that you have abandoned the love you had at first.

God knows. It is not about doing, speaking or acting what is right or righteous. It is your heart. Where is that first love?

It is easy for others to see what you don't do, but in the secret, the checking is done by no one but God. Nobody knows, but is your heart still right with God. He searches the deepest part of our heart - that is when the real test come. I have failed, sorry. But I repent, because I want my God who loves me. Not to do something right for others to see, but to do the right things for Him when noboby sees.


I serve a God who has the power and the authority.
2:1 him who holds the seven stars in his right hand

What other controls do we need? v14 But I have a few things against you: you have some there who hold the teaching of Balaam, who taught Balak to put a stumbling block before the sons of Israel, so that they might eat food sacrificed to idols and practice sexual immorality.

Why then do I still hold on to things that I think can give me that freedom, that control. Give back the control, that steering wheel to Jesus who direct your destination.

I wanted so much control and have refuse to let go of what I think I know best. Repent, for Jesus you take the wheel. I no need to be that somebody that nobody needs to know, but I just need to be that nobody that my Jesus knows.


I serve a God that dwells among men.
2:1who walks among the seven golden lampstands

2:20 But I have this against you, that you tolerate that woman Jezebel, who calls herself a prophetess and is teaching and seducing my servants [3] to practice sexual immorality and to eat food sacrificed to idols.

Whom do you choose, and what do you choose? What compromise I have conceded to accept the world and Christ? I have not choose the Lord my God first nor major in what is important to me.

Repent, for I am a child of God and my God dwells among me. In His presence that I may allows god to do His will in me, not I to do the will of God. He has chosen me, but I have compromise the full acceptance of christ in me.

god has promise and has reveal to us and to me great promise that I will soar with Him like wings on eagles. Lord, I come back to you. My strength is weak and my will withers. Lord, I come simple back into your presence, accepting your authority for indeed you are a God who was and is and is to comes.