21 April; Jos 22

21 April; Jos 22


The people of Reuben and the people of Gad called the altar Witness, “For,” they said, “it is a witness between us that the LORD is God.” (Joshua 22:34 ESV)

This altar that the Reubenites and the Gadites built was the intent that their descendants will be allowed and be able to continue to worship the Lord their God.

I did not sleep well last night and had problem waking up this morning. I forced myself up so that I can read this passage of the bible and do my time alone with God in the presence of my children. The reasons is that we guard our time with the Lord our God and that the action bear witness that my children will also want to keep God as their personal Lord and God.

I will keep myself fit, I ran yesterday and the reason is so that first I do not want to burden my family and second I want to make my life count for Jesus.

Today is DAY03/10000.

I have to let go or start all over again - I need to round up the Salvation Army project and Sean Project. I need to be accountable to Roy and Andy project. I need to follow up on Steven project. I want to make right and lay down these yoke, so that I can move on. As I pray, I want to move into a higher and tasks that I enjoy doing in God's kingdom. What is it - I am not sure now. But as for now, clear ground zero, say no until I am sure what the Lord has install for me.

I saw an earlier email, that a senior staff refuse OIP for me. Lord, if you close this door, open another opportunities for me. I know that I draw energy from sharing experience with people - talking to them. Teaching is always something I enjoy, let me then start it off with my 2 classes this semester.

I also pray for my family, that they will always be in good hand. That Jo will learn to take up responsibilities and be able to organize them and straighten and tidy up the mess. I pray that he will remember to put things in its place (responsibilities and organization). As I pray for him, let the holy spirit transform him, but I too pray for a transformational learning that I can teach him (you show me, tell me how first and what first). Well I do hope that he will be a responsible father with a well organized life and family, but of course, "You have a plan for him, a plan to prosper him, and not to harm him. A plan of hope and a future" Amem