3 Aug 2015

3 Aug 2015

Church talked about legacy. What is the legacy that you want to leave for your family? On the day I breathe my last, have I live a life that is full, good and in the will of God?

Frankly, I do not know the will of God. But living everyday in Him is the will of God. Therefore has I dwell in His word, seek Him through prayers and give praise and thanks though worship?

From His word, I wait hear from God and obey. Through worship, I wait on the Lord and hear from Him. Though prayers I commune with Him and find out what He want from me for the day.

As for my family, I am the first generation Christian, how can this knowledge, the fear of God be pass on from Jo generation to the next. That this house may be called as one that serve you.

After church, I taught Deb math and science. I was reminded that she is still a little girl. She needs break so as to keep concentration. Overall she is an obedient girl, who listen. I pray that she will want to understand rather than just to finish her work.

During cell, I did not share as I did not really do my time alone with God. I do not have a plan on what is the life and legacy. But during the man sharing, I shared about my bucket list - to design my own house as well as to run my own café. It is a childhood dream. But more importantly, what is God intention for my life and family, which is a question?

But nevertheless it starts with my daily walk with God, so that my family will follow me to dwell in the words, worship and pray.

In the evening, I saw my 3 kids playing the piano. I smiled, so please that Jo was teaching Deb and Deb was showing Mat. Jo played so tune and to me it was lovely. I prayed that if God you are to use Jo to bring light to the many others through music, you will provide. That the perfect will of God will be the best for his life. How then can I support Jo? knowing that music cannot make a living in Singapore, I put this trust in you.

It is nice to see my children, taking books to rad before bed. A habit of continuous learning and the acquisition of knowledge. I read on the empress of ancient China. Most of them do not have a happy ending. In my heart, there is no hope except power to be the number one. But that number one depends so so much on the emperor. Our king Jesus is eternal, our hope in Him is eternal. It is him that we seek to please, like the emperor. But the difference is that we can swell in the house of the Lord forever, that those who is thirsty and hungry will find eternal living water and spiritual food.