14 Feb 2008

Exodus 37-38, Matthew 28, Psalm 34:11-22, Proverbs 9:9-10

Mat 28:19 Go therefore and make disciples of all nations, baptizing them in [8] the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit, 20 teaching them to observe all that I have commanded you. And behold, I am with you always, to the end of the age.”

I was sharing with Rachael, that the vision God gave me was too big for me to fulfil. Of course I do not know how, but that's not waht I want to dicsuss now.

I know of people, in their youth, probably is God's calling, probably is because of trend, serve God full time and work as volunteer overseas as missionary. They work hard, work well and that goes for years, under cover as student, as tent makers in other country, sharing the words and the gospel.

The vision is too big, I know that if I jump right into the band wagon, I will sooner or later get burnt out. Imaging, 40, 50 years old, still working as a "student" under cover in a country sharing the gospel. I have nothing against that, but I know I cannot last that long, unless God sustain it.

This year is a year of happening, I pray that I can get a steady stream of income from forex as well as from the company I am going to set up. Yes, I want o go back, (I will be making a trip to Kunming this May/June), but as I rpay, I ask God, what's next. What can I do there? What can my family do there?

The works belongs to God, the ends are His. IDT is good, it has help me to get back and get closer with God. As you lead, let me follow.