30 Jul 2008

One thing I pray is for my family to settle in Church. Ps Edmond on Monday morning prayer ask the congregation to go into small group to pray - he said go into your CG and DG - what CG? This has been abandon long time ago when IDT start - the wolf has come and the sheep has scattered! For those who are left behind - not in IDT, you are on your own in Church. For those like me in IDT, we have what is call DG. But do you not know that it is not accountability group, but another teaching group - for my DG leader who is a teacher like to teach instead of listen. None is going Woodland, none has go Go100... seem so so distance. Worst still, my DG leader has ask me to stop going for IDT! Not even the IDT staff has done so... what kind of DG?! That is why now on Friday, I left after attending the plenary sessions.

BUT, I pray that God will provide us with the right group of people that we can keep each other accountable. I thank God for Paul as well as Steven and KM. I recognise that as we enter the land, we cannot be alone- for that is where the weakness is. I pray for myself that we can share the struggle and check on each other spiritual growth and spur each other to a bigger vision God has given. As for Rachael, I pray that she will be able to find her own group - a group that she can find comfortable in sharing and encouraging each other. Not a mentor or a disciple group, but a group that we can listen to each other and spur each other.

I believe that we cannot enter the land alone - we can spy it alone, but to possess it we need support. Lord settle us down and ground us to the Church as well as the people.

As I and Rachael pray this morning - the song Prepare the Way by Darrell Evans and Eric Nuzum. It spoke and confirm Isa 61:1-2. Prepare the way - make ready your heart. He has come to bring light to darkness, freedom to the captives, to restore the broken-hearted. It's time to proclaim the year of the Lord.

Isa 6:8 - "hear am I, send me"

Lord even as you prepare and I pray and ask that you prepare the heart of Rachael, myself and Josef. Let us be right in our heart with you and believe in ridiculous faith and things that you will do. Let us rid of all the unhappy past and sins - that the Lord will prepare everything new.

That His promise will come to past. amen