6 Jul 2008

It has been some time I have blog. Was it because of laziness or pure business?

Again, let me start, reading and digging into the words of God, seeking you, my Lord and my God.

As I read 1 Chronicles 2:18-4:4, I was reminded of God faithfulness. During the exile, and though many were made eunuch, God still have a line to Jesus and preserve His people. Pastor Edmund during his IDT sessions, spoke about finish well. Indeed, many began well but fail to finish well.

I had a dream, my service at ST is terminated. I knew it is OK because my heart is no longer there and in addition I have an alternate income. But the key is the word "being severe", stop and cut off. Not so much about work, but rather reminded about today verse about preservation and continuation for generation and generation to come that they may know the Lord and serve Him well.

This week, I did not managed to speak or teach Josef about God's word. A change must take place in order that the words be grounded. He always say he has finished reading his bible, but that to me is just a story book and refuse to re-read the book. He has not finished reading the bible yet, but more importantly, he has not seek the giver of the words.

I pray for myself as the leader of the household, to up hold the study of the words and desire to engage in God to be a continue process in my household. "Me and my household, we will serve the Lord". I pray for Rachael t be more engage in people and also be able to find good close chirstian sisters to share her live with. I am sad by the fact,she is going to miss the first session of the "Godly woman" because of trialogthon ( i don't even know how to spell that name).

I believe we need to be encourage and encourage others - a spiritual community. I pray for Rachael to be able to open up to someone, and for some mentor to "enter her live" and that she can share freely.

I too pray for Josef to find Godly friends and close firends who love you and know you. I pray that I can guide him too.

As for me I thank you for KM and Steven, that you have provided through an answered prayer for that someone to enter my lives and encourage and be encouraged with. I also thank you for blessing me with a mentor Paul that I can learn from him.

Finish well!